Only a smoker can feel
the joy of every passing day
I started smoking many years back, perhaps when I was only
15 years old, or even little younger than that. First taste of smoke for me was
a black cigar taken from my grand fathers cigar box that he used to buy from
the cigar shop on the left side of the entrance at the Kandy market.
I fainted after few
puffs and had to be hidden on the other side of the abandoned cement tank near paddy fields for if I was found in that
state it would have been a merciless thrashing by the mother because smoking
would have been like culpable homicide without amounting to murder those days
at my age.
I was feeling sick throughout the day and felt like on the
verge of throwing out many a times but
my stomach muscles were hardy enough those days to withstand the shuddering and
trembling of the my abdomen attempting
to throw out whatever offensive foreign matters
that have been brought in by the cigar smoke.
Though it was a nightmare both day and night on the day of
the introduction, I didn’t give up, I started smoking cigarettes, which are
milder and more stylish with friends who also had the inclination. It was love
at first taste I suppose and my gang in the school , about 6 of us, all smoked ,
probably it was the strongest bond other than regular western movies, James Hadley Chasee and occasional drinking
sessions when parents of one member become absent for overnight at home.
I lived about two miles from Darmaraja and college stood
between my house and the Kandy city, house on the East of the school, city on
due west. I had a monthly season pass to
travel in the school buss, a red color long buss , a Benz and drivers wearing a
kaki short sleeved four pocket jacket over their regular shirts.
The fee for the season was 4.70 Rupees for the whole month. But
what is relevant here is that I when bus stopped at the Buwalikada junction
where I should have got down to climb about 300 feet elevation with the multitude of fellow students I continued in the bus
until it reached city,another kilo meter through A 26 highway , which was not
closed like these days.
My destination was the landing at the staircase of the
central market where we, friends from our gang meet up and smoke a cigarette before
walking back to the school. This behavior patterns went on until they formed
habits and though we knew it is bad for health, there was a macho aspect to it
partly because almost all of our heroes
like James Bond, Gamin Fonseka, and many characters in movies smoked. Not only flamboyant
movie personalities but leading scientist like Albert Einstein, writers like
Mark Twain, politicians like John F Kennedy smoked too. I remember reading that
President Kennedy ordered 1200 Cuban cigars before Bay of Pigs incident in 1962
because he was afraid that if world war lll
erupts he wont have the access to Cuban cigars any longer. Its noteworthy that, a pipe used by Eisenstein is in display among the exhibits in Smithsonian institute museum and ironically is the most popular single exhibit in the museums entire modern physics collection.
And it was Mark Twain who said that quitting
smoking is the easiest thing in the world and he is certain because ha has done
it more than thousand times. I went to
Japura after school then to navy and like Mark twain said until the retirement
from the navy I have quit smoking more than 100 times , longest spell being 30
days without a puff. All these years I have been smoking 7 to 20 cigarettes
more or less , more in operational areas during the war because of the staying
up in the nights and of course sheer tension. Once in 2005 when I quit smoking
for nth time I even went to the extent of writing a small poem , a
free verse, titled ‘I quit’ and Sunday times published it. I couldn’t fetch it
from the internet but I remember writing
that if all the cigarettes that I smoked are laid along the A2 road, it will be a
one long cigarette from Colombo to Hambanthota, yes its true I calculated the
averages and totaled the lengths.
I have tried all the new advances in the science of quitting
smoking including electronic cigarettes , and many methods that appeared in
many media but failed until exactly 15 months back. Then I tried Nicotine
patches for one week , lo and behold ! I haven’t smoked a single cigarette for
15 months now . monetary benefits, at today’s rates, 15x35x465=250000 approximately,
but this is peanuts compared to health benefits and time saved puffing away
after tea after meals after meetings between meetings , after doing something and when I have nothing to do.
The real joy of having quit smoking, as I suggested at the beginning,
actually comes every day in the morning as you wake up, without fail when you
count how many days have lapsed since you have given up the habit. You don’t regret
the days that has passed you making you
one day older, but enjoy having stayed smoke free one day longer.
I have heard the story from your own lips. It's interesting to read again and again....
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